And every kiss it gets a little sweeter

Ah its officially the 28th of December and in 3 days time, I'll be sitting in an office, having my own desk - working all the way. It's sad how I wouldn't be able to do lunches and dinners and have fun anymore, the kind of sacrifices one has to make when they start working. :(

Anyway, had lunch with this really sweet girl that I have not met in almost 3 years. She was one of my closest friend in high school :) and it was good that I have finally found time to meet you. We need to meet up again, for real! Lunch was simply not enough! ;)

And since I have been craving for fish and chips for the longest time, we've decided to eat there and hence cravings satisfied! And we shared sweet desserts too, hot fudge chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream. Yuuuummmm :)

After that, I've met up with my all-time favourite people for dinner (people that I have known for literally all my life) :3 and yes, they are my church buddies and we're still as close as ever! Laughing over the stupidest things and no one would ever get our humour. Gosh, we're all in our early twenties and we behave like children - things we do! Heh!

They never fail to make me smile, with them it's just impossible not to laugh! And the best part is, we all share the same thoughts! Mmm, great minds do think alike ;) hee hee! 

And yes we've decided to eat our dinner at Chili's, or rather I've made them adhere to my wants just because I haven't been at Chili's for a long time. (I just realized how demanding I could get when I want to.) Ah, the bad side of me, but at least we've always learn to compromise with one another, so everyone gets their turn to be demanding. :) 

A lot of updates and gossip session, okay not really gossiping but I guess it was more of a discussion and food for thought kind of talks. It was all good, and interesting that we get to hear out our opinions and views based on various happenings and issues that has been sprouting out recently. But of course, the usual, literal conversation about shits always happens ;) since when do we ever not talk about crap? LOL.

And last but not least, anyone wants to eat ice cream? It's peppermint chocolate! ;) Goodnight, time to crash. Tomorrow would be work out session! A lot of food eaten today, stomach could not compensate the amount of fats and calories I've consumed. #justsaying

I'm in love with you and all these little things

Who knew year 2012 would have passed by so quickly? 

It seems like it was only yesterday I was just packing my luggage to fly to Melbourne,

and next thing I know I'm a Monash graduate.

Well, I guess it was overall a good year. :)

I've learnt so much, experienced different culture and had a lot of fun.

And of course who could ever forget the dramatic part of life - love and heartbreaks;

ever thought of how many times do we have to go through such heartbreaks before we meet the right one? 

But I guess its the little mistakes we learn each day that makes us a whole lot wiser.

Life is like a roll of film, it stories us.

It keeps record of every single memory, in terms of what you do, see, feel and touch each day.

Whether you're feeling happy or sad, pain or joy, it is those little details that fills the empty holes in your life,

So there, year 2012 - you've been exceptionally good to me, I've enjoyed living in you. Cheers!

And now, it is about time to start packing up and head over to year 2013. ;)

Till then, in advance I wish all of you "Happy New Year" and take care! <3

No one ever makes me feel, like you do when you smile

Updates updates! :)

Okay this is going to be really brief cause I've gotta bounce really soon, so I'm just going to let the pictures do most of the talking. For the past 5 days, I was bumming around Ipoh with the Ipoh gang - Vivian, Jian Jee and Wayne (mainly), and met a few others as well - overall it was good, except it wasn't productive cause all I did was laze in bed. :3 HEEEEE HEEEE!

Went to Sensation of Sound, I swear, DON'T YOU IPOH PEEPS EVER DANCE? WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?! =_= okay, maybe I went on the wrong day but STILL!! So in the end we're the only ones who danced, which was sooo embarraasssiingggg lor, but overall it was a good night. I had fun :D !

Pichas pichas! 

 Jian Jee, Viv and Wayne.

 Gemma and I! :)

 Chao tuts. HEE HEE!

Just because I had to retake a picture, they did this to me.

Pfftttt.. Screw you!

I had fun this time round, thanks for bringing me around and letting me annoy the hell out of you guys for 5 days. Brace yourselves, I'll be back. LOLS. So till then, take care! <3

I came here tonight to get you out of my mind

The 'you only live once' concept, can really destroy you.

I'm messing with things that aren't meant to be mess with for the third time. 

And I never learn!

Karma, is going to bite me again, really soon.

I need to remember to never let emotions take over your rationality.

For now, drink up and cheers to life! :)

And the saddest fear comes creeping in

And I thought I could have handled this, but I guess not.

Do you know what hurts the most? 

Holding onto it until the very end and realizing that, it would no longer work out.

It's been a good 5 months since we've last met, and I should have known, things changed.

Clearly, my feelings changed, and yours too.

All that's left was awkwardness, strangers-like feelings, 

and knowing that our story is now officially a closed chapter. 

But I must say, meeting you was no regrets, 

because we now know we're no longer meant for each other.

But, it still hurts. Why is it affecting me so much? 

I swear I was okay after seeing you. 

Now when I've finally woke up from my nap, I feel really messed up.

I missed you and I missed whatever we had, and knowing that we couldn't save them. 

These are my only regrets. 

If time were to turn back to 5 months ago, 
I believe you would have been my everything and I probably would have been yours.

Take care now, you'll find her someday and thank you for trying to give us another shot. :)

Why do we fall in love so easy, even when it's not right?

Where there is desires, there is gonna be a flame,

Where there is a flame, someone's bound to get burn,

But just because it burns doesn't mean you're gonna die,

You gotta get up and try, and try, and try. 

Adapted from the song Try - Pink.

***

Something relate-able; 

The dilemma of giving and taking chances or ignorance being bliss and saving oneself from all those unnecessary heartbreaks.  

Whispers in my ears, nothing can't compare

Locked up feelings, pushed aside, stored away, 

until I'm ready.

Keep downing drinks like there's no tomorrow

3 years has passed, and I just sat for my very last uni paper hours back. I'm proud to announce I'm finally a graduate of Monash University. Uh well, sort of - that is if things don't turn sour like me failing a unit or my exam papers just went missing suddenly, resulting to me failing my units. -_-

Anyways it has been a good 3 years of torture and education. Monash has certainly opened my eyes, seeing things that I would never have thought of. I definitely have no regrets in joining the Monash family. :) sob stories over; went to Zouk with Emma, Sarah, Jerm and Kenny to party! (In a way it's me celebrating my new found freedom!)

It was a pretty good night I must say. Music started off crappy tho, was a little upset at the DJ. After 1am, he decided to play good music. Scumbag of a DJ but oh wells, I had my fair share of good music in the end! Hehehe :3

Pictures from the night! :)

And that's it! Goodnight for now. More updates to come! (Maybe, if only I'm not too lazy with my blog!) Cheeriooooo <3

Counting cracks along the pavement

Because you don't know how easily you can make me smile. :)

One step closer

Ever tried laying down in the lawn with someone you fancied?

I had.

Best feeling in the world. :)

but he was a dick-head..
and I don't mean it.

I'll be your shelter, I'll be your storm

It's always easier said than done.

I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough

Never will I underestimate the power of Media, Culture, Power - ever again!

I took you for-granted. You are not as easy as I thought you would be.

HAVE MERCY :'(

And never, never, never stop for anyone

Because I'm a sucker for cute text messages.
:(

You try to smile it away, some things just can't disguise

Through all the hardships and pain, at the end of it - there awaits you a beautiful rainbow.

Yes, I miss you dearly, everyday of every hour, but like so many others have said, it isn't the right time for us.

It's been 2-3  months now, since I last saw you.
I believe I've already moved on, and I guess it's better left that way.
Maybe someday in the future, we'll be together again.

It's time to start over little girl.

:)

And you look so sweet while you're dreaming

August is finally here! And I've officially been back in Malaysia for nearly a month time now. Life's never been better; have been really busy with work and classes, going out for yum-cha and lunches/dinners with the loved ones. No matter, it was great seeing everyone again, after being in Australia for a short 5 months. :)

And today, was out with the sweethearts, people whom I've known for nearly all my life. It's been a really long time since we had lunches like this. It was great catching up with you both, but too bad Juls couldn't join us. We definitely need to have another lunch, with all the 4 of us! :)

Excuse my very retarded smile here, I look constipated. -_-

And lunch was at our usual place, Fish and Co. After all, we all love to eat fish and chips! At least I think so? Lol, I'm just assuming that's the case.

Ah, fried calamari! It was good, no doubt. :)

And that's me with my fish and chips! A snapshot of the food before I start eating it.

We had dessert as well - hot chocolate fudge cake, but I think all of us were so tempted to just dig in, so we just forgotten about taking the picture. After all, who could simply resist sweet, sinful desserts? ;)

Alright, time to bounce. Heading over to Maccas to meet Jerm and Gwen! It's a Friday night, time to party? ;)

I threw a wish in the well

Call me maybe? :p

I'll do it all for you in time

I'm finally back home in Malaysia! Life has been rather boring, lifeless and dull. And yes, I've had my fair share of good food! And right after that, I got my reflux/gastric back. Wonderful. So, I have been quarantined at home for the past two days. I'm rotting to my death here. -_-

Anyway, a fairly short update about my last 2 weeks in Melbourne. Spend most of my time with all my loved ones. :) Went on brunches, tea-times, dates and clubbing with them all, had the time of my life. Thank you for making my stay in Australia a memorable one. Especially my bunneh, Celine Chen - thanks for having me over for 5 months at your place and being a great housemate! I miss youu so much! <3

With Sharon and Emica, our long awaited date in Melbourne City! :)

I love you both very much.

With my Melbourne Uni gang! Missing all of you so much!

No regrets in meeting you people! We must keep in touch. :)

 Clubbing at Maze (my last night of clubbing in Melbourne), 

with Emica, Alex and Erik! <3

Clubbing at Alumbra for Roche's birthday and the 'after exam party' event!

My overall stay in Melbourne was great. With all honesty, I'm missing Melbourne so much right now, along with all the awesomeness in it. I miss you guys, I miss the place and the list goes on. But my greatest regret was not getting to know you sooner, and I wished I had more time with you. And I miss you.


Signing off. :)

I'd fight for you

I don't wanna live another day, thinking about all the mistakes I've made,

Because I know I'm better than this.


Reality has never been easy, but I realized that reality is really what you want to make out of it.
Create your own reality, life wouldn't be as hard. 
Life is never that difficult,
If only give yourself that chance to see it.


Never stop loving, living and hoping, as long as your heart continues to beat. :)

Its just a drop in the ocean, a change in the weather

Finally, it's week 11 and next week's going to be my last week of class. All my assignments are due and exams are just around the corner. I wished my exams would end much earlier, it's ending on 20th of June! Like wtf? I have a 13 days gap from my first paper to my second paper. Ki siao! But oh wells, gotta deal with it. 

Besides the whole exam thing coming up, I'm still procrastinating and looking for things to buy online and I found a whole lot of nice accessories and shoes to buy! Like a whole lot of it. 

These are from ASOS;

Headband, ring, bracelet and earring! (For this year's prom, hopefully.)

Yes, I am that free! I go online to look and pretty pretty stuff and not do my assignment. I deserve a slap. Lol. But anyways, I was thinking to get a few pairs of shoes. I don't have that many really, comparing myself to other girls I think I have a fair decent amount of shoes. Right now, I probably have like 17 pairs (including sport shoes, sneakers, heels, wedge, flip flops), pretty decent right?

But yes, I am still considering whether to get a pair of Mary Jane Colour Block Heels from Novo (which would be the picture below), because I'm also looking at another pair of Mary Jane Wedge from an online shop from Malaysia which is a pre-order. Dilemma; but you gotta admit that this pair of heels is so pretty!

And of course, I've been scouting for flats as well (I'm fucked). It's unique I swear and it's so, so, so, so pretty! They're from Aldo btw, and it's on discount! (I think or at least some of them are), but yes, I obviously can't buy three pairs but man, I so wish I could!

                    

Ok, I wish I had a money printing machine, and I can just print all the money I want and I can go shopping!! I'm such a spoiled brat.

So can somebody please let me know

For once, I must say that I'm a very talented little girl. No seriously, I'm not exaggerating but really, who in the right mind would actually start writing their assignment officially at 5.30am in the morning when the due date is at 5pm in the evening. Mind you, I started my assignment on the day itself, which is this morning's 5.30am. Pro or not? :p 

Yes, I have successfully completed my assignment within 11 hours. Ask me how I do that again, trust me I don't know. One thing's for sure, I definitely fucked up that assignment. :( Not very talented after all, but yes I was being 'heroic' and stupid at the same time.

Oh wells, whatever! I finish the assignment! I'm done, I'm so through with it. I'll think about the results later on. I'm not asking for much, but I just want a credit? Ah, think about it later lah. Anyways, isn't that gadget/phone absolutely gorgeous? She's such a beauty isn't she? Presenting you the Samsung Galaxy S3! 

This is a must have phone! It reminds me of my old phone (stolen phone) - Nokia C7. Yes, the Nokia wouldn't be as big as this phone, but the shape's about the same. But whatever. I really want this phone, and I wish mummy and daddy's reading this blog. *Hint hint, it's my 21st birthday this year!* :D

I pray you'll be our eyes, and watch us where we go

Sometimes all that you've ever wanted, even the tiniest and simplest request, it all just seems too hard to reach.

For a minute you thought you actually had it, but the next minute you realized it was nothing more but a dream.

And every time you notice me by holding me closely and saying sweet things

Ah spent my whole afternoon eating and relaxing. I am so doom! My assignment is due on Thursday, 5pm and here I am blogging, camwhoring, uploading photos of what I did the whole afternoon. Anything seems interesting to do as long as you're not touching your assignment; the logic behind it all leads down to only one word - procrastination.

Anyways, headed down to Sea Salt Restaurant at Lygon Street for lunch with Trinity to eat fish and chips! It's been a while since we went there. :) The fish and chips there is really good cause it's pretty fresh, compared to some places I know. So yeah. As long as you drop by Melbourne and you're craving for fish and chips, please eat there! Or you can take the tram down to Albert's Park for fish and chips as well. (The only two places that I've discovered so far for good fish and chips, I'm sure there's  a lot more.)

A sample picture of Fisherman's Basket. (It's good I swear, the scallop is biggggg! :p)

After eating lunch, we headed down to Freddo's to grab ice cream. I swear it wasn't my idea, Trinity wanted ice cream! We went into the shop, tried the ice cream and next thing you know she tells me I'm not getting an ice cream, not craving for it anymore. And it wouldn't be nice to walk off after you tried their ice creams right? So I had to buy one out of courtesy. Wasn't too bad lah, except I was pretty full but oh wells, it was good. At the rate I'm eating, I'm going to be a balloon soon. 

This. is. very. bad. FML. 

All time favourite chocolate and peppermint ice cream. :)

Took a stroll at Carlton Gardens and took some photographs. Plus, today's weather was pretty good after all, so why not? It's not like you get to see the sun everyday now. Autumn, period. 

                      

How I wish that life could be like this every single day? All you do is eat, sleep, relax, have fun and chill. Oh well, time to get back to reality. Assignment time. Have a good day to all! x