It's just too little too late

Never look back into the past, because it's not going to change a thing.

A brighter tomorrow, maybe? :)

If I wear a mask, I can fool the world

It's midnight and I don't feel like sleeping. Been taking afternoon naps a lot lately; figured that it would be the cold weather - it's been raining all week. So here I am, forcefully welcoming autumn in Melbourne and hoping to see summer again. Blah, gonna be back in KL soon enough; definitely will miss Melbourne and all that's going to be left in my memory. 

Haven't been camwhoring much so yeah, here's a picture of me and my favourite top! Got it from Forever New, and yes now I am officially broke. I'm always broke. Wtf. -_-

And yes, I met up with some of my primary school mates in Melbourne! Had PappaRich. Yes, most of you will be thinking why the heck are you having lunch at PappaRich?! Malaysia's one not good enough now is it? Lol. But with true honesty, the food is different and it's actually good. Don't hate, it's the closest we have to home for now. :)

Next picture on the list, went to sing K with the Melbourne Uni gang like 2 days ago (Wednesday night)! Hehe! We started singing from like 7.30pm till like 3am in the morning! I like how there's no limit to how long you want to sing, and you get 150 dollars credit to spend on whatever food and drinks you want. It's so worth it! Compared to Malaysia?! 

Malaysia is so cibai expensive! And they con you! All they serve you is simple drinks and chips! And it costs a bomb! We get proper food here like fried chicken etc and good drinks. Haih, Malaysia, please improve your standard and don't charge us RM5 (or more) for one small bowl of chips! Thank you very much. :)

Last but not least, went over to Amber's house after the night we went clubbing. She lives in Docklands and it's right opposite the Harbour and Docklands Waterfront. Don't you think the view's nice? It's so pretty! You gotta see if for yourself, there's only so much one picture can do. 

Okay, that's all for now peeps! Will be updating soon, I hope. Gonna have to start working on this assignment due on the 3rd of May. Man, I'm never this hardworking but I guess it's Australia and yes, standard is much higher compared to Malaysia. Now, I'm only a borderline distinction scorer. Depressing much? :(

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Your scent, your touch, your eyes and your smile has left me mesmerized. 

You caught me there; 

And my heart skips a beat;

My thoughts are in a trance, not knowing what we're heading to.

Knowingly doing something I know which isn't right, yet not being able to stop it. 

Failing miserably to keep you away from me, helplessly allowing this pain to burn and scar this vulnerable soul. 

Here I am, wishing to tell you the truth one day.. 

A bittersweet goodbye

Ah I'm so sleepy now, didn't sleep that well yesterday night. Some stupid donkey called me at 4am in the morning just to tell me what happened between him and his crush, and I don't quite remember half the conversation, because yes I WAS SLEEPING! I might have said a hundred million nonsense and I don't quite remember what I said.

But anyways, to that stupid (if you're actually reading this), next time call later in the morning like 10am in Australia! Not 4am in Australia, okay? Arigatou gozaimasu! :) Alison needs her sleep too! I'm no robot, but of course I'll help you if you need my help but not 4am in the morning!!!

 Anyways, I woke up pretty early (for a Sunday) to bake chili tuna puffs - another contributing factor to why I am so sleepy now! Oh, and I successfully baked 10 tuna puffs, so proud of my achievement! Nothing got burnt or dismantled throughout the process. It came out neat, crunchy and hot. *Claps hands*

Apparently I woke Celine while baking cause it smells really good. Hehehe. And yes, the bottom picture is my chili tuna puffs masterpiece. Yums!

After eating all of Celine's cookies, cakes and chocolate eggs, it's about time I baked something for them as well. So viola - tuna puffs! And I must say it actually taste pretty good! And I've eaten three pieces of puffs for breakfast! Noms noms noms (2 small and 1 big piece). I will bake for mummy and daddy when I get back to Malaysia! Mastering the art of cooking and baking! Yes!

And to think, how can I not put on weight with the rate I'm eating? Motherofgod. Oh and tonight we'll be heading out to Gami Fried Chicken and Beer with Val and her friend Grace. Ah fried chicken and it's Gami! Double yums. Man, I'm going to be so fat! Must do insanity later! Hardcore workouts yo!

An old picture of me, taken in year 2011. And it's about time for me to do some work! Ciao!

It'll all get better in time

Easter holidays are finally here! It's about time for us to all have a break from uni, but then again I don't even go to uni as often as I do in Malaysia. In fact, I only have classes 3 days a week and I have 4 days of weekends, so I still feel like I'm on a holiday in Australia and not here for studies. But I promise to do well in my subjects, while I play and enjoy my stay here as well. :)


About 2 weeks ago, had a drinking session over at my place with Celine, Mac, Emica, Gerard and Anthony. :) It was all good fun when its with all the right people. You guys make my stay in Australia worthwhile, love you guys big time! Now, I really don't feel like leaving Australia and time's passing by a little bit too fast. Please slow down! I don't wanna leave in 3 months time. :(

Pictures from the night - drinking session.