It's been written in the scars on our heart

The same question runs in my head,

'what do I want from you?'

I guess I'll have to start figuring out what I want,

and maybe, just maybe I could learn to love you again.

I just want to feel this moment

It's been too long since I've last updated. Not that I know who actually reads this blog (still), but hahaha if you're still reading this, thank you! :) And I'm sorry for not keeping this blog up-to-date, I've been too busy with work! Anyway, this was a must update post because it's... GRADUATION TIME! :D

With mum and dad, waiting for the photography session. It was a crazy queue, I swear! We waited for a good 1 hour just to have my personal picture and family portrait taken.

With Andy! Thank you for coming to my graduation and it was nice meeting you in Melbourne. We will definitely hang out more here in Malaysia! :)

Melati! Isn't she just beautiful? Thank you for coming to my graduation! And I definitely did meet you in Melbourne, in a club! When we went clubbing with Ant and Andy! But that's alright, we'll have more shopping and girly time here in Malaysia! <3

Jian Jee! Sucks that I've only gotten to know you last year, but I guess it's better than not knowing you at all Anyway, thank you for everything! Not just graduation but on every other days as well, like those "up-all-night" nights doing assignments and studying. I really appreciate it :) and not forgetting those YOLO sessions at Ipoh. All ze good fun and times that I really, really do miss. Let's do that again k? :p

Link! Hehehe! I like backstabbing you at Laser Tag, ooo and thanks for the tip! It worked! :p but it was a great pleasure knowing you! You've been a great friend, and thank you for coming to my graduation! We'll have our Oregi shisha nights soon and we'll have a smoke fest and sabotage JJ! LOL! I kid. :p

My favourite boy! Dano! Thank you for coming and getting stuck in traffic just because of me. You looked great, and yes you look like you were graduating too! Hahaha! We're definitely going to keep going yum cha and have fun together! And thank you for being there for me all the time, bringing me out when I need someone to listen to my moments. I love you big time. <3

Daddy and I. He's my strength and support, although occasionally HE gets on my nerves. Hahaha, and I get on his too (of course). But thanks for giving me the best of everything and loving me like a little pwincess. I'm a big girl now, so don't spoil me too much (occasional ones is good).

I love you, dad. :)

A family picture! :)

Group picture! 

Graduation is a once in a lifetime experience, and I know not everyone is as lucky as me.Truly I am one blessed child. I thank God for His never-ending love and blessings to me and my family, and the continuous support I'm getting from my parents. And thank you mum for the flowers, with the cute chipmunk on the top. Heheh, I love it (eventho they're aren't blue flowers). Once again, thank you for coming everyone to share this special day of mine. Big hearts from me to all of you! :)

Do you remember when we started this mess

It's only a matter of time for one:

- to realize how much it'll hurt after he's gone,
- to recover from their scars and hurts,
- to leave the past behind and live for the future,
- to genuinely learn how to smile after their rough times,
- to find out what they really are looking for,
- to find their own happy ending.

Time can heal wounds, but it is us who determines how long it'll take. 
Because we are the only ones who have control over our emotions and feelings,
 and they will be the key to whatever we do. 

It is the past who determines who we will be in the future, if only you allow it.

It feels like we've been living in fast-forward

Happy New Year everyone! 

Who could have guessed year 2012 just went by so quickly,

and here we are welcoming the new year. :)

So year 2013, what am I going to do with you? 

Or rather, what will my new year's resolution be for this year?

Okay, I'm gonna go with no new year's resolution and go with the flow.

Firstly, I never stuck to any of my new year's resolution, EVER; 

and secondly, I am damn bloody "organized", so obviously I don't plan my tomorrows.

And third, shit happens all the fucking time.

So, save yourself the whole "I'm emo cause I never accomplished anything from my New Year's resolution," and just do what you like - YOLO.

So why have New Year's resolution when you can go with the flow?

Set your goals based on what you're doing, and give it your best!

And I swear, the outcomes may actually be much better than have a "TO-DO" list.

Step by step people! Or take baby steps if you have to;

just as long as the outcome is what you've ever wished for,

which is having to feel good and getting the sense of satisfaction.

Isn't that what life's all about? :)

All the best! And once again, Happy New Year! 

Year 2013, I believe you'll be a good one, because I'm gonna make you a good one. :)