And the saddest fear comes creeping in

And I thought I could have handled this, but I guess not.

Do you know what hurts the most? 

Holding onto it until the very end and realizing that, it would no longer work out.

It's been a good 5 months since we've last met, and I should have known, things changed.

Clearly, my feelings changed, and yours too.

All that's left was awkwardness, strangers-like feelings, 

and knowing that our story is now officially a closed chapter. 

But I must say, meeting you was no regrets, 

because we now know we're no longer meant for each other.

But, it still hurts. Why is it affecting me so much? 

I swear I was okay after seeing you. 

Now when I've finally woke up from my nap, I feel really messed up.

I missed you and I missed whatever we had, and knowing that we couldn't save them. 

These are my only regrets. 

If time were to turn back to 5 months ago, 
I believe you would have been my everything and I probably would have been yours.

Take care now, you'll find her someday and thank you for trying to give us another shot. :)