Just remember I won't let you go

I honestly do not know how did my cousin sister managed to get my Fei Fei to actually sit still and take a picture with her. One, I've tried a gazillion times and I failed miserably. It's either she runs somewhere else to hide from the camera or she shows me her butt. Two, when I make her sit still to take a picture, she sees the camera, she play dead. -_-" mother of god. 

But anyways, back to my story. Skyped with my parents today and they were telling me how much my dog misses me. How I used to drive to my grandma's place and she'll wait behind the gates because she can hear the sound of my car engine. Now when she hears my car engines, she still wait behind the gates as per usual but now she only sees my mother and my brother. And then she'll start crying and whining and giving my parents that disappointing face. It's so heartbreaking to hear that, and I had tears in my eyes. Really. Not too sure if anyone actually knows how I feel but, I'm really heartbroken.

Fei, I miss you too and I love you. :'( See you in 4 months time.

Like a satellite we're flying, overhead where we see it all

Never in my whole university life have I ever done any readings before I go to class. Now that I'm in Australia, I've decided to be a little bit more hardworking so I wouldn't look so stupid in class, hence I did all my readings. End results? I was mind-fcked throughout the whole lecture. Wonderful much? Haih, stupidity level: 999999.

Screw Monash for a bit, attended Trinity's friend's birthday party last Saturday. Buffet dinner, paid 33 dollars and only ate like one piece of cake? Miserable much? (Wasn't feeling to well, money went down the drain.) Head over the Crystal after that. Good music I swear, but didn't really dance much. 

Dance floor was so crowded, even going to toilet was difficult. -_-" And yes, I got a bruise while going to the toilet cause of the crowd, knocked into some stupid box. So I have two bruise each on my knees. Viola! :D 

Group photo, got the picture from Crystal Club via Facebook. :D

And yes, in support of the Anti-Lynas Campaign being held in Malaysia, Trinity decided to start her own campaign in Aussie! :)  So, it was time for me to put my drawing skills into good use. Not like I drew anything much cause it was mainly writing but yeah, it's been a while since I did anything close to arts. :)

A sweet talking sugar coated candyman

A pretty outdated update but yes, it's a must update about cause the food is awesome. As you can see, it's fried chicken (original and sweet chili flavour) and it's yummy! By the way, the shop's called Gami Fried Chicken and Beer - it's a korean restaurant (I think). Their beer's pretty good too but I'm not a beer person so it's just okay for me. :)

One of the best - corn baked in cheese. 

Food. glorious food!

Trin, me and Celine.

And that's Mac happily eating away.

Arif and Mac.

After eating dinner, we head over to Arif's from some drinking session and Dance Central (Xbox Kinect) session! I just like the Dance Central part, not too much of the drinking cause I was sick. -_- damn sad lor.

Battlestar something. A drinking game. (Something to do with shots and what nots.)

Dance Central ftw!

Another drinking game. Lalalalala! :)

Oh how I wish that was me

Went on a night stroll in Melbourne City few days back and took a few pictures of the city! I swear, the lights was like colourful and breath-taking. I mean not that we don't have it in Malaysia but in Malaysia, you don't get to walk on the streets late at night and worrying about getting rape/rob or bumping into rempits. In Australia, you can! And it's still super safe, but do avoid dodgy areas or else no one can save you! ;)

Not many pictures but yeah. Short update :) goodnight people! x

Feel the fire cause it's all around

So I played this game which was never meant to be meddled with, with him.

It's called 'love' and having a seemingly unreal relationship. 

My thoughts;

Why commit when you can have an unofficial one?

Agreed to play the game, steps in further, finally loved, broken, picking up those pieces, pulling self together.

Here I am now, still pulling myself back together.

Moral of the story?

One,

Don't play and meddle with things when it's not meant to be meddled with,

 because there's always a price to pay.

Two,

Never let situations repeat itself because if you do, it means you've never learn from those mistakes. 

I'm not here without a shield

Self-explanatory.
When you've realized you picked yourself up, next thing you know you just got screwed all over again and there goes the same old routine.
Sometimes, people tend to overestimate their abilities, and here I am frankly telling you - you can be a very strong person but yet fall from all your same mistakes over and over again.
In time to come, that used to be strength turns into "whatever" and "yes, been there done that and got screwed multiple times till I've lost count and I've literally given up all hope."


One word to describe that feeling - numb. 
Two words to describe how you feel about the whole situation - given up. 

We'll write a song that turns out the lights

I'm not usually a fan of Malay songs, but honestly this song is really good. It talks about love and having your other half to be gone (literally) from this world and you would no longer see him. The used to be-s of sweet and lovely memories became a heartache and painful thoughts. Thus, appreciate everyone beside you because once they're gone - you wouldn't have them back anymore but only left with the little fragments of memories reoccurring in your memory.