A hundred and five is the number that comes to my head

Talk about ages! I haven't touched this blog for six months! I think I should be thanking God if I actually still have ONE follower left for my 100% dead blog. Okay, no promises but I'll try my utmost best to keep it updated. Or, maybe I should start blogging with Dayre. #soundslikeaplan ;)

I'LL LET YOU KNOW IF I HAVE A DAYRE ACCOUNT! :D

Wow, it's already 2014! Time sure passes by extremely fast and I haven't been productive in terms of my career, health, relationship, friendship and most importantly for my family. So my New Year's Resolution? We'll start with career first k. :p

2014 New Year's Resolution:

Career: 

- I finally got a job at Bluinc *screams for joy*? Hahaha! Honestly wasn't expecting that I would get the job, but thank God I did! I'm going to try excel in my writing career and learn as much as I can from my new found editors and senior writers. 

- Look more into fashion/beauty lookbooks. Learn, experience and try out new fashion/beauty styles that would suit me and maybe, JUST maybe I will be a fashion/beauty writer in time to come (it is my passion anyway)! :D

- Secretly aspiring to be a makeup artist too ;) and no I'm not kidding okay. 

-Targeting to have a higher income! (with the sudden hike in prices >.<)

Health:

- I just want to be rid of my reflux!

- Gym, gym, gym, gym and stop being a bum, bum, bum, bum!

- LOSE WEIGHT. OMG TALK ABOUT FATS. >.<

- Sleep early (by 12am), and wake up early (by 8am)! Cheers to a healthier lifestyle! Hoot :p

Relationship:

- Honestly, I don't think there isn't much to talk about this, but of course, I need to continue giving my all to the other half, spending more time with him, showering him with love and care, to be an understanding girlfriend.. I think that's all :D ! Basically, to be a better girlfriend in time, to be someone he can fall back to when he needs to. <3 <3 <3 (I'm an awesome girlfriend, say it!)

Friendship:

- Probably lost contact with a few, gained a few new ones last year. Arguments and misunderstanding with the best friend, but I'm glad it happened (only then issues can be fixed - if everything goes on smoothly, I swear something is wrong because we're all humans = we make mistakes - deal with it).

- In year 2014, I'll speak up a little bit more! Mix around, humble down, appreciate people who loves me and love them back equally as much. Of course, it's essential to maintain a good balance between all my friends, so no one feels left out. :D

Conclusion: LOVE EVERYBODY! 

Family:

- A working life cannot allow me to dedicate 24/7 of my time to my family (mum and dad). Hopefully, this year with good time prioritisation and of course hard work, I will be able to find more time for them in return, because they loved me first. It's about time I do something for them as their beloved daughter. No pain no gain - you won't reap any benefits without any work. :3

And here's a selfie of me before I get off!

Good day everyone! :)

It's been written in the scars on our heart

The same question runs in my head,

'what do I want from you?'

I guess I'll have to start figuring out what I want,

and maybe, just maybe I could learn to love you again.

I just want to feel this moment

It's been too long since I've last updated. Not that I know who actually reads this blog (still), but hahaha if you're still reading this, thank you! :) And I'm sorry for not keeping this blog up-to-date, I've been too busy with work! Anyway, this was a must update post because it's... GRADUATION TIME! :D

With mum and dad, waiting for the photography session. It was a crazy queue, I swear! We waited for a good 1 hour just to have my personal picture and family portrait taken.

With Andy! Thank you for coming to my graduation and it was nice meeting you in Melbourne. We will definitely hang out more here in Malaysia! :)

Melati! Isn't she just beautiful? Thank you for coming to my graduation! And I definitely did meet you in Melbourne, in a club! When we went clubbing with Ant and Andy! But that's alright, we'll have more shopping and girly time here in Malaysia! <3

Jian Jee! Sucks that I've only gotten to know you last year, but I guess it's better than not knowing you at all Anyway, thank you for everything! Not just graduation but on every other days as well, like those "up-all-night" nights doing assignments and studying. I really appreciate it :) and not forgetting those YOLO sessions at Ipoh. All ze good fun and times that I really, really do miss. Let's do that again k? :p

Link! Hehehe! I like backstabbing you at Laser Tag, ooo and thanks for the tip! It worked! :p but it was a great pleasure knowing you! You've been a great friend, and thank you for coming to my graduation! We'll have our Oregi shisha nights soon and we'll have a smoke fest and sabotage JJ! LOL! I kid. :p

My favourite boy! Dano! Thank you for coming and getting stuck in traffic just because of me. You looked great, and yes you look like you were graduating too! Hahaha! We're definitely going to keep going yum cha and have fun together! And thank you for being there for me all the time, bringing me out when I need someone to listen to my moments. I love you big time. <3

Daddy and I. He's my strength and support, although occasionally HE gets on my nerves. Hahaha, and I get on his too (of course). But thanks for giving me the best of everything and loving me like a little pwincess. I'm a big girl now, so don't spoil me too much (occasional ones is good).

I love you, dad. :)

A family picture! :)

Group picture! 

Graduation is a once in a lifetime experience, and I know not everyone is as lucky as me.Truly I am one blessed child. I thank God for His never-ending love and blessings to me and my family, and the continuous support I'm getting from my parents. And thank you mum for the flowers, with the cute chipmunk on the top. Heheh, I love it (eventho they're aren't blue flowers). Once again, thank you for coming everyone to share this special day of mine. Big hearts from me to all of you! :)

Do you remember when we started this mess

It's only a matter of time for one:

- to realize how much it'll hurt after he's gone,
- to recover from their scars and hurts,
- to leave the past behind and live for the future,
- to genuinely learn how to smile after their rough times,
- to find out what they really are looking for,
- to find their own happy ending.

Time can heal wounds, but it is us who determines how long it'll take. 
Because we are the only ones who have control over our emotions and feelings,
 and they will be the key to whatever we do. 

It is the past who determines who we will be in the future, if only you allow it.

It feels like we've been living in fast-forward

Happy New Year everyone! 

Who could have guessed year 2012 just went by so quickly,

and here we are welcoming the new year. :)

So year 2013, what am I going to do with you? 

Or rather, what will my new year's resolution be for this year?

Okay, I'm gonna go with no new year's resolution and go with the flow.

Firstly, I never stuck to any of my new year's resolution, EVER; 

and secondly, I am damn bloody "organized", so obviously I don't plan my tomorrows.

And third, shit happens all the fucking time.

So, save yourself the whole "I'm emo cause I never accomplished anything from my New Year's resolution," and just do what you like - YOLO.

So why have New Year's resolution when you can go with the flow?

Set your goals based on what you're doing, and give it your best!

And I swear, the outcomes may actually be much better than have a "TO-DO" list.

Step by step people! Or take baby steps if you have to;

just as long as the outcome is what you've ever wished for,

which is having to feel good and getting the sense of satisfaction.

Isn't that what life's all about? :)

All the best! And once again, Happy New Year! 

Year 2013, I believe you'll be a good one, because I'm gonna make you a good one. :)

And every kiss it gets a little sweeter

Ah its officially the 28th of December and in 3 days time, I'll be sitting in an office, having my own desk - working all the way. It's sad how I wouldn't be able to do lunches and dinners and have fun anymore, the kind of sacrifices one has to make when they start working. :(

Anyway, had lunch with this really sweet girl that I have not met in almost 3 years. She was one of my closest friend in high school :) and it was good that I have finally found time to meet you. We need to meet up again, for real! Lunch was simply not enough! ;)

And since I have been craving for fish and chips for the longest time, we've decided to eat there and hence cravings satisfied! And we shared sweet desserts too, hot fudge chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream. Yuuuummmm :)

After that, I've met up with my all-time favourite people for dinner (people that I have known for literally all my life) :3 and yes, they are my church buddies and we're still as close as ever! Laughing over the stupidest things and no one would ever get our humour. Gosh, we're all in our early twenties and we behave like children - things we do! Heh!

They never fail to make me smile, with them it's just impossible not to laugh! And the best part is, we all share the same thoughts! Mmm, great minds do think alike ;) hee hee! 

And yes we've decided to eat our dinner at Chili's, or rather I've made them adhere to my wants just because I haven't been at Chili's for a long time. (I just realized how demanding I could get when I want to.) Ah, the bad side of me, but at least we've always learn to compromise with one another, so everyone gets their turn to be demanding. :) 

A lot of updates and gossip session, okay not really gossiping but I guess it was more of a discussion and food for thought kind of talks. It was all good, and interesting that we get to hear out our opinions and views based on various happenings and issues that has been sprouting out recently. But of course, the usual, literal conversation about shits always happens ;) since when do we ever not talk about crap? LOL.

And last but not least, anyone wants to eat ice cream? It's peppermint chocolate! ;) Goodnight, time to crash. Tomorrow would be work out session! A lot of food eaten today, stomach could not compensate the amount of fats and calories I've consumed. #justsaying

I'm in love with you and all these little things

Who knew year 2012 would have passed by so quickly? 

It seems like it was only yesterday I was just packing my luggage to fly to Melbourne,

and next thing I know I'm a Monash graduate.

Well, I guess it was overall a good year. :)

I've learnt so much, experienced different culture and had a lot of fun.

And of course who could ever forget the dramatic part of life - love and heartbreaks;

ever thought of how many times do we have to go through such heartbreaks before we meet the right one? 

But I guess its the little mistakes we learn each day that makes us a whole lot wiser.

Life is like a roll of film, it stories us.

It keeps record of every single memory, in terms of what you do, see, feel and touch each day.

Whether you're feeling happy or sad, pain or joy, it is those little details that fills the empty holes in your life,

So there, year 2012 - you've been exceptionally good to me, I've enjoyed living in you. Cheers!

And now, it is about time to start packing up and head over to year 2013. ;)

Till then, in advance I wish all of you "Happy New Year" and take care! <3